Six months on.
A meditation on July 1 2020
Thanks to the virus, George Floyd’s murder and Black Lives Matter
You and I have been
rudely yanked out of the murky waters of
confusing, chaotic, stuff-burdened,
and tomorrow- and days after tomorrow-directed,
and list-anchored,
and goals and plans-steered,
multi leveled, oft-conflicting, and counter-intuitive
actions and thoughts
Informed by memories and obligations and
thousands of opinions and interpretations
that coalesce into the viscous thick, layer of collective human experience
that some call
modernity
or post modernity
or reality
or just life.
A layer of rapidly accumulating Knowledge
about ourselves and the world
And how we came to be here.
The heavy, murky now that we all swim in.
Often on auto pilot.
Here we remain after six months
Deposited on a muddy shore by a pandemic,
Into a temporary (we are assured) reality
that reveals and illuminates certain facts,
That has stripped away our internal and external distractions
that displays things that are intolerable:
Racism - and the slavery that preceded it,
Our reliance on racism to have cheap labor and superiority
Our reliance on a socio-economic system that is rooted in Injustice and inequality
Our human propensity to control and subjugate
The Other,
Known by the color of the skin, shape of eye, of nose or of lip
Or by language,
or cosmologies
or theologies
Or by resistance to subjugation
This is the muddy shore where we’ve been thrown
And where we futilely squirm, attempting to get back
into the viscous, somniferous
murky waters of misinformed, misinterpreted
Unquestioned histories and
The comfortable swim of some
who feel more equal than others and
some of who see themselves as chosen
Or whose country they deem to be exceptional
The problem is
You and I and almost everyone else don’t know
When we’ll be lifted off of this muddy strand
where we’re rendered impotent by the virus and are
Confronted by the irrefutable and systemic racism
that afflicts our society and
many others around the world.
And many other ignored, uncomfortable facts.
We don’t know if and how we can co-exist with
The COVID-19 disease and its virus
We don’t know whether we can
Congregate as before without fear of infection.
We don’t know if we can invent immunity to the virus
or if our bodies can create immunity to it.
We do know that for the foreseeable future we cannot
- live our lives as before
-be in crowds without risking our health
-enjoy the close company of others who are strangers
-enjoy the close company of our friends and family
unless they have all been tested and found negative
-continue as a racist society and a racist world
We do know that for the foreseeable future,
We all will have to be tested and re-tested and certified negative.
Testing will have to be done throughout the country and globally.
Cheap and effective PPEs must be made widely available.
Quarantine quarters will have to be created
-near international airports and water ports,
-in hospitals, in nursing homes, prisons, military barracks, and student as well as worker dormitories.
Permanent pandemic response procedures, structures, and data collection will be needed at all levels of government.
We do know that we in the USA and all peoples around the world must confront racism and slavery, end it, and repair the damage caused to its victims - the Other.
And the collateral damage to those who have been born and raised as not-the-Other,
who have seen and witnessed racism
and whose hearts have been wounded,
spirits distressed, compassion repressed
Children know and feel this. Before they learn to be racist.
Adults endure it or become inured to it.
Is this the moment when we change? .
Peter Freeman
New Bern NC
July 2, 2020